The Best Mother

Since I determine to be a best mother, I do my best to provision the best to her. This including, her emotion, physical, mental needs, this also include her material, knowledge, education needs, this also including her apetite blah blah blah needs. See! to be a mother isn 't easy, not to mention single mother.

So one fine day, the so call best mother misplaced the alarm clock resulted she missed the class. The mother felt so bad and decided to make up for her. I drove to her cousin house which is my niece (E Y) who are in the same class as her. I asked her to lend the homework in order TT (my little one) could do revision of what she has missed.


Much to my surprise - She refused!! Reason being she's afraid we would miss the class again resulted her unable to pass up ==ll. KIDS NOW A DAY ARE SO SMART???!!! I was like WTH, you don't trust me that I will return to you? Regardless how i put her into perspective that Jenna will lose out in her study if she couldn't pickup today's class, she STILL WON'T LEND!!. I got so upset and walk off from the house. SELFISH!

There I told TT not to be friended a selfish friend like this (sum more Jenna regarded her as BFF!!). But I felt regretted immediately, how could this best mother teaching the daughter in this manner?? That's a form of revenge!! Just like you don't frien me I don't fren you kind. CHILDISH!! So i told Jenna another version: "Can be fren lah, but don't be so close "==ll. HA!! Still Childish!!.

Well, what's wrong with you MOTHER? Got upset towards a 10 year old gal? Yah Yah Yah, I know my bad. but hey, I'm a human afterall, I do make mistake. Amen!!


After all the upset has been subsided, I told Jenna this: Darling, just FORGIVE her. =). She's just too afraid of being scold by the Science Teacher. ==ll.


HA.